Do you ever just fucking hate yourself?
Like no matter how much you want to make things okay, no matter how important the situation, you just can't seem to stop yourself from fucking it up over and over again, and you just want to smash your own face in with a hammer?
Today I jumped off of a cliff and i really thought it would at least work a small bit toward clearing up the trail of shit and self-destruction that I have left in my wake. I'm not sure if it has at all, I just know that the result has left me knowing that I still won't fucking sleep.
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